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It’s been over a year since my ex-wife moved out, and I have been trying to fathom why these last three months have been some of the worst. Then a couple of days ago I figured it out. I had been hiding. I know that sounds odd because I have been talking about everything a [...]

Strange …

The dark doesn’t scare me. Hasn’t done since I was a teenager, after reading James Herbert’s The Dark and that stopped me from sleeping with the light off for weeks. Then I got a girlfriend who lived in Deal and had to walk home through dark country roads at midnight. No lights – no torch [...]

I knew from about a week ago that today was not going to be an easy day. When I woke I was just going to try and focus on going to see my friend and seeing the counsellor. Today was the perfect day for seeing her. I spent a lot of the time with a [...]

Divorce and stuff

Horoscope: Sensual Venus in your sign can amplify your desires, yet her current opposition to secretive Pluto could make it tough for you to share what’s on your mind. You might feel as if you are trapped now and cannot find a path to satisfaction. Don’t give up; keeping your needs hidden is a mistake, but blaming someone else for your current difficulty is even worse. Speaking from your heart and taking full responsibility for your own emotions can open the right door at the right time.

Had counselling yesterday – 21st July. Took the kids with me because there was no one else who could have them at the time. They stayed in the waiting room with a DS each while I went into the other room with my counsellor. Was difficult this week. Hoping that it’s going to improve over [...]

Past few days

My daughter had her leaver’s assembly on Friday morning, and I went to it. Was very moving. They had a slide show of all the year 6 kids through the years, and although my daughter has only been at the school for 2 years, the change they made in her was worth every day of [...]

Prom night

My daughter had her prom last night, and I must say, she looked fantastic.  I was going to take her down at 6.30, but when I went outside one of her school friends was there with her mum to pick up a neighbour’s kid, so she offered to take my daughter down as well, and [...]

Everything happens for a reason. Some things may seem like the reason for something else happening, where in fact these are just another stepping stone to take you to where you need to be. But where you need to be sometimes takes you by surprise. What may bring you happiness may not even be where [...]

May…

With everything that has gone on in the last nine months, I have no idea how I have survived or how I’m supposed to survive.  March was a pretty empty month for me. I stayed in most of the time. Just went to visit Lola a few times. I got Guitar Hero Aerosmith which was [...]

It has been a bloody long time since I posted my last blog. And a lot has happened since then. There has been a lot of ups and downs, bit that is only to be expected. I am going to give a brief rundown of what has happened.
JANUARY
Met Dave for the first time. The kids [...]




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