First of two

August 14, 2009 in Health, Life

This is the first of two postings that I am putting up today. The next post is about my day out yesterday.

These next few days are not going to be very good for me. It’s hard to believe it’s been a year. It was this time last year that Talishia met Dave and changed my life completely in a bad way. I know she had a good reason to leave me, I know I was never the perfect husband, I know I could (can) be an arsehole, I know I am not a good person to be around, but it would have been nice to sit down and talk.I get told to put the past behind me, but when it is such a destructive change,  it is difficult to put it behind me. Maybe when the divivorce is finalised, then I can put everything behind me. I have done some stupid things since she left me as well. Mainly due to me becoming self-destructive but I hurt some good friends along the way. I am surprised at the amount of people who have wanted to carry on talking to me after I deactivated my facebook account. Although most people don’t know the real me, or they wouldn’t still be trying to talk to me. I am grateful to the people who have remained.