Had my first counselling session today. As I expected it was quite hard. Talking about the last 12 months and the hell I’ve been through and the hell I have put my friends through. Found it very difficult to talk in a few places because of how I have upset some people. I have just been a self-destructive power ball rolling down a hill sparking in all directions and damaging people on the way. Not one of the best analogies, I know, but it kind of says how I have been. Not intentionally, but that makes no difference – ignorance is no excuse. I have not given the full story of last week, but I shouldn’t have to explain myself. What I did was wrong – hypocritical and wrong. No way around it. I just hope that all of my friends can forgive me at some point.
Something else that is odd, is my horoscope for today on google. Really weird.
Your friends may not be overly affectionate now, but you know that they will support you and your current plans. You aren’t likely looking for comfort from them today; you want action. Currently, your companions would much rather do something than just talk about it, and this suits you fine. There have been enough words. The time to move forward has arrived.
Not that I believe in the horoscopes, it’s just fitting for these last days.
EDIT: 18.40 I’ve re-read that horoscope and it isn’t saying what I thought it was at all. bah. That’s me though. Don’t see what I’m supposed to see.
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July 14, 2009 at 19:27
maybe u shud put ur glasses on wen u read……lol
July 14, 2009 at 19:34
hehe
July 14, 2009 at 21:53
Maybe changing the colour would help lol.
July 14, 2009 at 22:02
huh? Sorry my brain doesn’t function the way it should at the moment
July 15, 2009 at 13:15
thinking about it – do I really need a counsellor? I already know I fucked up. Do I need to get someone to agree with me when most people do anyway?