Archive for July, 2009
I had a dream last night. I dreamt that I had gone up north to see my friends again. It was such a vivid dream. It felt so real. I was staying in the hotel that I had stayed in 3 times before. I got on the bus from St Margaret’s bus station and went [...]
Had counselling yesterday – 21st July. Took the kids with me because there was no one else who could have them at the time. They stayed in the waiting room with a DS each while I went into the other room with my counsellor. Was difficult this week. Hoping that it’s going to improve over [...]
My daughter had her leaver’s assembly on Friday morning, and I went to it. Was very moving. They had a slide show of all the year 6 kids through the years, and although my daughter has only been at the school for 2 years, the change they made in her was worth every day of [...]
My daughter had her prom last night, and I must say, she looked fantastic. I was going to take her down at 6.30, but when I went outside one of her school friends was there with her mum to pick up a neighbour’s kid, so she offered to take my daughter down as well, and [...]
Woke up this morning with stomach cramps at about 6. Took about half hour to subside then I dozed off back to sleep again seeing as I didn’t have the kids. I get them back tonight. Got up about 7.30 so that I could say hi to them before they wemt to school.
Found out something [...]
Today’s horoscope: You can appear like the strong, silent type, so others might not even realize how lost you are today. Your thoughts keep running around in circles, preventing you from reaching any sensible conclusions about what’s happening. Rather than admitting your confusion, you think it’s best to keep your insecurities to yourself. You are [...]
Had my first counselling session today. As I expected it was quite hard. Talking about the last 12 months and the hell I’ve been through and the hell I have put my friends through. Found it very difficult to talk in a few places because of how I have upset some people. I have just [...]
I have deactivated my FaceBook account, deleted my MySpace and deleted my BeBo accounts. Whether I go back to FaceBook or not, I don’t know. I have created problems for my friends whch is something that I never ever intended to do. I am upset that I have hurt these people, and I hope that [...]
I have decided to give up my social networking sites. Facebook, MySpace and Bebo. They have got me into more trouble than I cared to create. I have ended up hurting myself and other people as well as getting hurt myself. So the easiest way for myself and everyone else is to walk away. This [...]